When I see you sitting like this…
I wonder what is going through your head…
perhaps nothing and perhaps much more than I can comprehend…
I tell myself…
I want to sit right in front of you…
take your hands down…
and tell you…to look into my eyes…
and say what ever it is the hell you want…
I feel like forcing your crossed legs aside…
and slide in ever so perfectly…
with my legs apart right into your embrace…
Cap my legs around you, so you would not be able to push away…
Like you always do…
I’m afraid, you’ll try to break my hold
and tell me to be just quiet…
Fine, I’ll be quiet just like your shadow but sit right here…
and count down the minutes…
for how long you will be able to resist…
You look here and there…
and give me that familiar silent treatment…
I am not going to move away, not budge in…not this time…
At last you give in…
You say, You asked for it…
You push me down right there on the floor…bumping me hard…you know what you did…and yet say nothing…
I say your name out loud…!
You reply: Now I’ll do that talking…!
You look straight into my eyes…
Even though I wish to be in your arms, I’ll pretend to break away from your hold…
You hold my wrists firmly by the floor…and purposely…
crunch them…
I try to let go vaguely…and you know, its all a play…
You give a faint smile, from the corner of your lips…
and I look down just to break away from your breath…
You say: You just love sticking it to me don’t you…
with that intimidating sparkle…
I look away, with a flushed face…
You make me look back…
You question me…
Now Talk To Me, You Wanted To Talk Right…
Now you shut up…
and listen to me…
You know, I do not belong here…
and yet you keep on testing my patience…
Why do you love doing that…?
I’ve told you a million times to stay away…
why doesn’t that go in that thick head of yours…
I’m terrified…
your tone is making me feel heavy…
I know you mean well but still am afraid…
You continue to say all that you kept inside…
Why can’t you understand, I do not wish to do something I’ll regret…
Don’t try to make a future…one that is not possible…
Alas…!
I gather my strength and say…
“I know, and I walked away”…
But what you don’t see
is that right now…
you are on top of me…
Let go of my hands, and I’ll walk away this minute…
You look down for a second…
I know, I offended you…
With an instant you return…
And this time, you don’t speak…
With an irresistible look…one that
I had never ever seen before,
I return to your fine nature
That memorable inviting smile on my face,
One that would only make you
Realize…my feelings locked…
A storm within you…
Collides with the thunder I harbour…
You leap inside me…
Unsure of where this love would take us
The endless love story began
“Drawn in” to an unknown place!
And you whisper:
You love to talk right…tonight,
I’ll make you scream…!!!