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Isolation Diaries: 16 Things I Am Grateful For | Lockdown Day 06

Yayyyy! It’s the weekend, as if I had an erratic work-week with no time for myself. In the midst of dark, dark times, I cannot help but feel blessed and grateful for basic necessities of life which we often take for granted. More often than not they seem “just because” or “obvious” but can mean the world to others.

Here are 16 things that I feel blessed and grateful for especially when my province in under a lockdown and there is no hope of a future paycheck.

Mom’s Health

My mom is a diabetic of 22 years and during these uncharted times to to see her hold-up is nothing short of paradise; SHUKARALLHUMDULILLAH. ✨

My Patio

We spend our evenings out on the terrace away from public and close to nature. 🌳

My TBR

At the beginning of the lockdown, I had 23 books on my “to be read” pile and under these circumstances, I couldn’t be more proud of my hoarding (with respect to books only). 📚

Parents’ Medicine Cabinet

Since I can remember we’ve had a fully-stocked medicine cabinet, a habit that has helped us multiple times during our isolation. 💊

Brother’s Spanner

My baby brother is studying to be a CA at the moment but just like Pa he has this natural inclination towards ‘fixing stuff’; during a lockdown his skills have come mighty handy especially when the water pump refused to start! 🔧

PTCL

I have been repeatedly told to chuck out PTCL Broadband and go for a private net provider but boy do I love them or what. Imagine not having internet connectivity; how else would I unleash my negativity onto the world? 📡

Savings

And not I am not referring to what I saved over the years. With pandemonium around us and no frequent visits to the bookstore, think about all the money I am saving during this lockdown. 🙈

Yoga

I have this tendency to gather weight on my cheeks and my yoga mat has been helping me to keep the mass at bay. ☯️

YouTube

And to all those beautiful souls who upload old, murder mysteries… 💻

Tomatoes

Undoubtedly the most versatile vegetable ever – after potatoes obviously. Did I mention I’ve perfected my Shakshuka? 🍅

Zero Maintenance

Bushy brows for the win! 👍

Vitamin D Supplements

If it wasn’t for Osnate-D, I would literally whiter away in my egregiously built room. 💀

To be Brown

Imagine all those young men and women who are isolated inside an empty flat/apartment right now; I am never going to complain about smothering parents. Ever! 👩‍👧‍👦

Babies

And how one big baby living next door is compelled to annoy me every 30 minutes without fail. 🐣

Techy Bae

Need I say more? 💋

Will I Start Sagging TODAY? 🆓

Isolation Diaries: Top Tips for Mental Health | Lockdown Day 04

All right, time to showcase a tiny bit of positivity, and believe me its not something that comes natural to me. Here are my top 3 tips to boost mood, build resilience, and improve your mental well-being when the world outside is changing dramatically.

Tip 1: Start your Day with Movement

I could not recommend this more; you know all that crap you read on the Internet about the benefits of exercise, and how when you exercise, your body releases chemicals called Endorphins which result in feeling happier – turns out its all true. Before those 30 minutes on my Yoga Mat, I see the future collapse right in my living room but soon after, I am ready to take the world head-on. Start with a 15-minute stretch and gradually find your groove with a bit of help from YouTube.

Tip 2:  No Social Media Past 09:00 PM

They say in today’s day and age the constant consumption of information can be overwhelming, well what do you know, they were right about this too! Honestly to let go of mindless scrolling down one’s Twitter feed or Insta stories is nearly impossible especially when you know very well there is nothing else to do. However I’ve personally experienced the difference in the way I approach isolation as well as my sleep patterns when I forbid myself from social media. I understand that in uncertain times you cannot completely forsake your phone but try to limit the use of social media throughout the day and disconnect before hitting the hay.

Tip 3: Do Something You’re are Good At

Dedicate a part of your day when you are not looking for jobs online and calculating your savings. Impossible, right? But take my word for it, do something that comes naturally to you, something that you know you cannot fail at; opt for doing something that you absolutely love and it will do wonders for your mental health. Indulging in an activity you’re good at, and achieving positive results boosts self-esteem and helps you focus better on the things that need your attention for the remainder of the day.

Start with may be one and slowly venture into the world of bliss! And feel free to share your tried and tested formula to a positive mind-set. Kudos!

 

 

Isolation Diaries: Lockdown Day 03 & My Daily Routine

“I am not going to talk about it…”

That seems to be the starting point for each and every content creator nowadays and ultimately ends up donating at least 3 minutes to it. But I chose to address it! And why wouldn’t I?

It changed the very shape of this planet, how can you NOT address it? But first as you all know I am a Type-A control freak so let us begin today with a quick, smart lesson:

First of all people – it’s not a “Coronavirus” pandemic!

Coronaviruses

are a family of viruses that range from the common cold to MERS coronavirus, which causes Middle East Respiratory Syndrome and SARS coronavirus causing Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome.

What the world is fighting today is caused by a “Novel Coronavirus”, which brings me to my second point; the virus is called “SARS-COV-2” that causes the newly discovered, infectious disease we know as Coronavirus Disease 2019 or more commonly called as COVID-19.

Now that we are clear about the names, let’s “address” the situation at-hand or as my brother puts it: Its Pandemonium I tell you Sis, Pandemonium!

I am sitting here in my PJs on a Wednesday morning trying to explain to people what is COVID-19 and on the inside, I am screaming knowing very well that I might not be getting my next paycheck. These are uncharted times, nobody expected World War Z to actually happen, did they? Whether you talk about local businesses like Liberty Books or giant corporations like McDonald’s, doors are sealed-shut everywhere you turn. And of course it was need of the hour, the only way we can fight this pandemic is to stop the spread as much as humanly possible. #StayHomeSaveLives isn’t just another trending hashtag on Twitter, it’s our reality.

The path ahead is dark, dubious and daunting, practicing social distancing and keeping the bills on the side is the best we can do. It isn’t a solitary fight, it is a global combat and whether we like to admit it or not, we are in it – together.

We often find ourselves complaining over how quickly a weekend turns to a Monday morning and here I am freaking out on Lockdown Day 03 only. Just goes to show, we as humans cannot be contained and cannot be satisfied.

If you are reading my thoughts from the comfort of your home, trying to look on the positive side, I might not be helping you. Think about it, many of us have already lost our jobs while the rest are pondering on how to scale back operations, announce pay cuts or even lay off resources. A 120 nm virus changed the way the world works and will have changed buying habits of 7.8 billion inhabitants once this is all over.

Instead of mumbling into nothing, should I focus on how the air seems to be a little less polluted? How these dire circumstances have brought us closer together? Or should I be worried when my baby brother declared earlier today, “Sis, I am bored, I just want to blow-up the world and get it over with…”

You (yes, I mean you) are probably lying in bed, reading my anxiety-induced-piece and wondering why you ever clicked the given link but do you know what you just did my friend? You helped #PlankTheCurve / #FlattenTheCurve and we all are playing our part but is that enough? The pandemic will end but our lives will never be the same again. Right now this very moment, we’ve people trapped with an abusive partner or families with zero financial cushioning praying the virus would be far off better. And it horrifies me to my very core to think about the world soon after. We will all have to adapt to a new way of living and working, some of us will lose more than others and will result in intensely vulnerable conditions.

These and so many other questions leave me wondering through the night so what do we do about that. We try to stay calm (or in my case pretend in front of Mom that all is good), try to maintain a daily routine and prepare for a draconian future because for an indefinite period of time, this will be OUR NEW NORMAL.

In order to better grasp the circumstances, I’ve stuck to my daily routine and have made use of all the time we have been blessed with. Majority of us are either working-from-home or self-isolating or even under a lockdown and with uncertainty comes uninvited mental deterioration; implementing a daily routine is proven to help with our overall mental health and productivity. Daily routines can look particularly different from person to person, the end objective is however the same; here’s what my day looks like, feel free to share with someone who might be in search for some motivation.

My Typical Lockdown Day

Wake-up: 06:00 AM

Get Fresh & Make the Bed: 06:15 AM

Chug a Glass of Water: 06:20 AM

Open the Laptop & Put it on Charge: 06:30 AM

Yoga: 06:35 AM

Breakfast: 07:00 AM

Office Work + Personal Blog: 07:10 AM to 12:00 NOON

Chores: 12:00 Noon to 02:00 PM

Lunch Break: 02:00 PM to 03:00 PM

Check Emails & Wrap-up Work: 03:00 PM to 05:00 PM

Me Time (Mostly Spent Reading): 05:00 PM to 07:00 PM

Dinner: 07:30 PM to 08:30 PM

Telly Time with the Family: 07:00 PM to 09:00 PM.

Reading in Bed (And Attempt to Not Scroll through Twitter): 09:00 PM to 10:00 PM

Get Ready & Hit the Hay: 10:30 PM

Ahhh! Feels good to get it all out, doesn’t it?

Time to mop the floors; catch you later!

Hello! How Have You Been?

Hola Everyone!

Long time no see – literally. I haven’t spoken to anyone out here since December 2018 and what a year it was. I am back (indefinitely) and before I venture out in the world yet again, let’s catch-up; playback to 2018.

2018 started out just fine, work was flourishing, family drama was on-point and I was hitting all the right marks with my TBR pile and then lo and behold, Mom’s ear infection turned my world upside down.

2018: Vertigo Takes Over

The infection turned into vertigo and in August of 2018, I took a sabbatical from my full-time job and opted to work on a single project so I could stay at home and take care of her and my baby brother (not so baby anymore, he is turning 22 this year, touchwood). It wasn’t all that bad, I was making enough to sustain my household and yet I was with Mom 24/7 – that particular part made it all worth it.

In early November, a phone call came along and I was just about ready for the ride of a life time. My mentor asked me to come back and work a new product and of course I said yes. And the rest is history, well not technically because I didn’t document any part of it.

2019: Ready to Pop Out

2019 just flew by, Mom was feeling great, I was heavily + happily pregnant with my new baby and things on the relationship front were finally settling in. I took a step back from my personal writing especially because I spent the better part of my day, documenting every single thing my Development Department did or did not do. I clearly made a mess of my blog, which you can still witness on my homepage, feel free to browse around and not make sense of it at all.

2020: Buggy Software

Now that more than 20% of global population is on a lockdown, I have found the time to revive my blog and continue to speak to you beautiful people through ‘my words’…Ahhh I love the sound of: Myyyyyy Wordsss….

See you soon!

Best & Worst Books of 2018

It is that time of the year folks, where we all get excited to share our best books and not-so-best reads of the year. And without further ado let’s get down and dirty!

I managed to compile a mid year reading wrap-up, earlier this year, and thus the following list will be more precise and compact but feel free to browse through that one before you continue on. And also the books mentioned down below are not necessarily published in 2018 just the ones I read this year.

Best Books of 2018

Ghachar Ghochar by Vivek Shanbhag & Srinath Perur

My very first fantastic read of the year, no doubt was Ghachar Ghochar written by Vivek Shanbhag and translated by Srinath Perur. This is a little book packing a humongous punch, if you are looking for a short story and a powerful narrative about family ties, and the grand scheme of things then you can be certain this one will not disappoint you. I went with 5 stars.

Publisher: Harper Perennial
Available in Pakistan

Crazy Rich Asians (Crazy Rich Asians #1) by Kevin Kwan

Up next we have a book, almost everyone on Earth knows by now, that’s right we are talking about Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan. If you are looking for a beach read with glamour, drama and gossip, pick this one up and thank me later! I gave it 5 stars.

Publisher: Corvus
(Easily) Available in Pakistan

Holding by Graham Norton

A small-town setting and an Irish village guard who has to plough through heaps, and heaps of gossip to uncover answers that just might save his career and his life. This one was definitely a surprise for me, first book by Graham Norton and the attention to detail was just absolutely perfect, I went with 4 stars.

Publisher: Hodder & Stoughton
Available in Pakistan

Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng

You. need. this. book. in. your. life. Enough said!

Small town setting, domestic thriller, suburban drama, call it whatever, Ng outshines in this one and you will literally not know what hit you whilst knowing every single thing! And if you don’t know what the firetruck I am taking about then pick up the book today and let’s make a spoiler chat group! I went with 5, big, shiny stars.

Publisher: Abacus
Available in Pakistan

An Unwanted Guest by Shari Lapena

An author who pays homage to Christie like no other! If you are into sharp but easy mysteries/thrillers that can be devoured in one sitting then you’ve got to pick up this book! Lapena creates the ideal atmosphere for a cold, cold night, it is the perfect combination of clever and witty and if you are looking for a character-driven-thriller then what are you waiting for? I went with 4.5 stars.

Publisher: Bantam Press
Available in Pakistan

Matched (Matched #1) by Ally Condie 

Remember all the dystopians that hit the market right after The Hunger Games and the Divergent series? I had read them all and was tired of the chosen-one theme but then Matched came along! And I think the reason why I enjoyed this one so much is because it is JUST a love story, people fighting in the name of love and not to create a rebellion against the newly-formed government against the backdrop of a futuristic society. Pick this one up if you are looking for a YA series with love, trauma and lot of pining! I went with 4 stars.

Publisher: Penguin 
(Easily) Available in Pakistan

Blood on Snow (Blood on Snow #1) by Jo Nesbø 

‘Crime by the Book’ talks about Jo Nesbo all the time! And this year when I finally saw one in my local bookstore, I picked it up and realised that years and years of wax lyrical for Nesbo weren’t nearly enough! This one is particularly a slim novel and is a stand-alone from Jo Nesbo, not a Scandinavian murder mystery, but most definitely still Nordic Noir. Its takes you on a dark and gritty journey into underworld of Oslo and I promise, you won’t be able to put this one down! I went with 4.5 stars.

How to Live Plastic Free: A Day in the Life of a Plastic Detox by Marine Conservation SocietyLuca Bonaccorsi, Richard Harrington & Clare Fscher

I could write a whole, different blog post about this book and I think I’ll do just that! For the record, I went with 5 stars.

And that’s about it! Unfortunately it was a year of disappointments for me in terms of reading but I did stumble upon a few stories that were good but didn’t live up to name in the very end. Here are some honourable mentions, many of which didn’t make the cut by just a mere point:

Autumn (Seasonal #1) by Ali Smith (Literary Fiction)

Sidney Sheldon’s Reckless (Tracy Whitney #3) by Tilly Bagshawe (Thriller, Suspense)

A Monk’s Guide to a Clean House and Mind by Shoukei Matsumoto (Nonfiction, Philosophy, Self Help)

One of Us Is Lying by Karen M. McManus (Young Adult, Contemporary, Mystery)

The Right Time by Danielle Steel (Adult Fiction, Romance)

The Exact Opposite of Okay (Untitled #1) by Laura Steven (Young Adult, Contemporary, Feminism) 

The Good Doctor of Warsaw by Elisabeth Gifford (Historical Fiction)

Sea of Strangers by Lang Leav (Poetry, Contemporary)

Pyjamas are Forgiving by Twinkle Khanna (Contemporary, Indian Literature)

Big Little Lies by Liane Moriarty (Women’s Fiction, Contemporary)

The Girl in Room 105 by Chetan Bhagat (Mystery, Indian Literature)

Love Her Wild by Atticus Poetry (Poetry, Romance, Contemporary)

Worst Books of 2018

As I mentioned earlier, this year, I came face-to-face with many disappointments, story-lines that were unable to draw me in and/or authors that just didn’t do anything for me. Here’s a quick look at the worst reads of my year:

Parker Pyne Investigates by Agatha Christie (Detective Fiction)

Artemis by Andy Weir (Science Fiction)

This Man (This Man #1) Jodi Ellen Malpas  (Erotica, Contemporary, Romance)

Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe (Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe #1) by Benjamin Alire Sáenz (Young Adult, LGBTQ Literature, Contemporary)

The Perils of Being Moderately Famous by Soha Ali Khan (Autobiography)

How Do You Like Me Now? by Holly Bourne (Women’s Fiction, Contemporary)

One Perfect Christmas and Other Stories by Paige Toon (Holiday Fiction, Christmas)

And yes folks! We are done with yet another year of reading, I read a total of 64 books which up front might look like a decent number but with the number of blah books I read, I am hoping 2019 brings better. Here’s to a new year of health, joy, prosperity, intentional choices and good reads! See you next year.

 

 

 

#ADayWithPALS – The Sun, Sand & Surf Remedy for an Aching Heart

“I’d love to join the trip but I am not a blogger and I’ve zero influence on the Internet” was my response when I was so wonderfully invited to accompany a bunch of accomplished bloggers and influencers for a day out on the sea.

An Invitation

It so happens that the sweet, sweet hostess, Hiba Moeen was actually interested in hearing honest feedback which warms my heart because If I didn’t experience it, I cannot write about it. Nonetheless despite my best intentions, I dreaded the idea of getting up at 07:00 AM on a Sunday morning because doing absolutely ‘nothing’ on the weekend is my jam. And if it wasn’t for my Mom, I would have never had experienced what can easily be described as one of my best days under the sun!

And Away We Go

As the sun rose on Sunday, December 02, 2018, I was actually feeling excited after successfully fitting all my #BeachDay essentials into my little backpack. I chose a pair of old jeans, a new jersey top and a pair of barbie pink flips flops that were definitely not suitable for someone my age. As I put on my sunblock, my backpack and the large brim sun hat, a question surfaced my mind, “what the hell am I supposed to answer when someone from the party will ask me about the number of followers on my Twitter or my blog subscribers?”, turns out bloggers are much more accommodating than I originally thought, in fact, I ended up making a bunch of new friends, more on that but later.

So here I was, all dolled up, on my way to the pick-up point, upon reaching the venue, I found the hostess and her partner to be extra genial and even offered up their facilities before we hit the road and for me personally that is consideration that I value. So away we go, we started our journey precisely at 10:35 AM, and true to my nature, I grabbed the closest seat available at the front, hoping to catch the ideal, road-ahead vantage point.

Hola!

At 11:18 AM, we arrived at our first stop, the HQ for Pakistan Live Saving Foundation (PALS) at Sandspit near Kakapir Village and awaiting for our welcome was the dedicated PALS team and a line of refreshing snacks that around noon were nothing short of a blessing.

And there is was – it was bright, sparkly and the exact shade of Alexis Bledel‘s eyes! It had been 6 years since I lasted visit the beach and no – working near Sea View does not count! The fresh, salty and slightly cool breeze reminded me of my childhood days on Jumeirah Beach and for a minute, I felt a lump in my throat, I missed you Pa.

Sandspit – December, 2018

I was brought out of my reverie with the a voice that I now resonate with commitment, Syed Muhammad Ahsan who is Chief Administrator at Pakistan Live Saving Foundation (PALS) and of course his brilliant team including the experienced GM, a nickname he wears like a royal title.

Let’s Turn Back the Clock

In the year 2004, Reza Samad found himself swimming against the tide, literally; in an attempt to rescue two of his friends came across a century-long gap that continues to stretch till date. The need and urgency of beach lifeguards and open water rescues around our coastline. Together with a small team of 5 souls, he established PALS, a nonprofit but professional body responsible for reducing incidences of death and injuries on our seashore stretching over 30 kilometres.

Today PALS stands a registered NGO with international accreditation, competent teams and a workforce dedicated to establishing public awareness, training programs, lifeguard readiness and the necessary infrastructure.

> Since inception PALS has saved over 5000 lives
> Conducted over 7,000,000 preventive actions
> Provided first-aid to over 6,000 people
> Employs over 250 lifeguards
> Watches over 8,000,000 beach visitors every year
> Associated with Surf Life Saving New Zealand (SLSNZ)
> Member of Royal Lifesaving Society (RLSS), UK
PALS Rescue Team – December, 2018

A bunch of open sea rescue and recovery scenarios left us feeling safe, speechless,and fan-girling!

Beyond the Horizon

There is much to say about this organisation’s legacy but what struck me the most is how PALS highhandedly created a sustainable employment system for villagers to whom a life outside fishing and fish farming was virtually nonexistent. Today families from local communities encourage their children to seek a better life and embrace the lifeguard life with pride and honour.

Recovery Demonstration

During the day I got an opportunity to engage in a conversation with the team present, I spoke to one of the lifeguards, a young boy, Atiq, I didn’t even catch his second name because I was preoccupied admiring his valour, he currently studies in the 11th grade and hopes to become a licensed lifeguard trainer in the future, and that is PALS for you!

Boat Ride to Heaven

There is something nostalgic about being out on the open sea and it wasn’t any different for me (hey that rhymed). Our group boarded the ferry-like boat on the water and headed towards our next stop. At the risk of sounding extremely melodramatic, once the anchor is withdrawn, the weight of society, relationship expectations and even the bills on the counter disappear.

In the year, 1995, Pocahontas, voiced by Judy Kuhn, in the song “Colors of the Wind,” asked: “Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?’. But you’ll soon find yourself asking: Can you paint with all the colors of the Sea...? And I am not even exaggerating, if you start counting from the horizon, the water first appears Oxford Blue, then a sparkly Prussian Blue, then Azure, and then it turns Emerald, Jade, Mint and when the water touches your fingers, it disappears – complete magic! Enough of the sappy yet?

Up next was the mighty dip into the water (with life jackets on obviously) and those who made the jump will better explain the adrenaline rush, I however opted out because I had my eye on something a little more speedy!

Jump Trump!

Aquatic Therapy

I’ve never in my life, attempted Wake Tubing but I can safely admit that it is now my favorite water sport, courtesy of PALSOutdoors! If I was to make my way from the boat to French Beach, I was going to do it in style and as Khaled Hosseini said, “for you, a thousand times over”, let’s just leave it at that.

My First Time!

When I finally got down at the shore, I felt liberated.

French Beach – Sunset, December, 2018

Kiss at Sunset

A sunset is the sun’s fiery kiss to the night.” ― Crystal Woods

Our wonderful day in the sun came to a breathtaking close on the French Beach with good food and music (If only I had saved the pictures from my Instagram Stories in time)! And after a series of picture-esque angles on the beach-rock, it was time to head home but not before I made sure I soaked up every last inch of Vitamin D possible (making both my Nutritionist and Mom proud) and dipped my toes in the sand. At 06:00 PM we took in the last moment of ‘a view to kill’, and turned around towards our concrete jungle.

French Beach – December, 2018

Currently PALS Rescue relies on public and corporate donations and/or sponsorship opportunities to continue its mission, I’d encourage you to come forward and contribute to this exemplary vision or perhaps book a day with your family/special someone!

Au Revoir!

This post is not produced under a paid partnership.

 

DEAR DIARY – Why Don’t I Feel Like Reading or Writing?

I’ve been having a hard time reading and writing. Especially when all I think about nowadays is publishing my book. It’s a combination of various factors I believe, I’ve been super busy at work with my product’s SQA process. My 2-hour commute home and the unavailability of books I want to read at my local bookstore chain isn’t helping either. I mean come on Liberty Books, how difficult it is to stock up Liane Moriarty books? And why would you guys take so much of time to get Lethal White into the country? Even Pyjamas are Forgiving is taking time to cross the border!

This year brought a revelation that I never expected from someone like me. I want to work for myself. May be it was hitting the big 30 that surfaced this thought. But lately, I have been craving to set up my own business but that is a talk for another day.

The fact that my 3rd attempt at taking my family for a vacation just went down-under might have to do a lot with this feeling of “Blah”. But together all these feelings and my erratic schedule has been making it harder and harder for me to really get into a book. Not to mention, its been a month since I last penned something.

I do have a Goodreads Reading Challenge set for myself but I don’t believe in pressurizing myself into reading X number of books in year or stick to X number of reading hours per day. In fact, I believe in taking quick breaks between books or even a week or two but not being able to get into the habit of reading for sometime has me concerned.

Moreover nothing has inspired me to write or piqued my interest to delve into its abyss and revel in its glory. Even right now, writing this mediocre post is not satisfying me in any way. I don’t even know what to say.

Perhaps this post won’t even see daylights of the Internet and remain hidden among other drafts of my blog. Or may be getting it out there will help me get over my reading-slump and my writer’s block.

I am not even sure what to do about it, so I’ve chosen to just ramble on and send out a plea to the cosmos. Perhaps help will soon be on its way!

So until, I regain my jam, here’s to the love of the written word,

Cheers!

DEAR DIARY – Happy Birthday Anas!

25 years ago, a blob of pink flesh with an infectious smile and the biggest heart invaded my peaceful suburban household (I named him “Anas” by the way). My parents told me, I now have a Baby Brother, he will be a lifelong friend to me. They were wrong!

He turned out to be my best friend, a confidante, my biggest supporter, my wall, and my Liverpool companion, who taught me everything I know about Art, Photography, Football and Music. If he was here today, he would have been extremely judgmental of my recent, life choices. Strike that! He would have stopped me at the right time.

Dear Anas,

I miss you telling me about music I cannot tolerate, art I don’t understand and goals that just seem impossible.

It is incredibly easy to breakdown and cry every time you cross my mind but it is easier to feel proud of the legacy you left behind. Your art, your paintings, your sketchbook, your camera, your photographs, your friends and everyone you’ve touched with kindness and your generosity, reminds me of just how important it is to be simply a good human being. Thank you for being “You”!

I hope you and Pa are taking good care of each other. I am doing my best to take care of Mom and Areeb but it isn’t much fun without being able to whine about it all at the end of day, hovering over your workstation in your room whilst you completely ignore me, and play FIFA and finally ask me to leave when you say: “Sis you talk too much”. And Happy Birthday my little one!

P.S. Whenever I do something stupid, Areeb goes: Sis, Bobo is judging you right now. And somehow I just know that you are me giving your signature “Seriously” eyebrow arch at that very moment.

Love, Sis!

For those of you wondering, we are Ana, Anas and Areeb but we gave extremely, personalized nicknames to each other as well, Bebo, Bobo and Baby respectively.

Write a Haiku & Fight Monday Blues

I am probably the only person on the planet who welcomes Monday like a million dollar check and I don’t get #MondayBlues (although I am wearing blue today) at all. However today my laptop, more specifically the software that I use on an everyday basis to do my job decided to die out on me and I found myself waiting for my IT guy like a damsel in distress. After much deliberation, a few YouTube tutorials and a scroll down my Twitter plus Instagram feed, I decided to invest my energies in writing a Haiku. Now this may be my first attempt at penning down a Haiku (俳句) but I’d like to point out that I am very confident and ready to hit it hard!

So here goes nothing…

So first let’s come up with a theme…

Hmmmmm….

What do I like? Work. Family. The Art of Reading. Books. Workplace talks. FinTech. eCommerce. Blockchain Technology. Work-wear. Handbags. Feminism. Minimalism. Less Waste Lifestyle. Travel. Words. Hallmark Movies. Girl Boss Moments. Autumn. Murder Mysteries. (Wait did I just enlist my blog categories?)

(Note to Self: Pick one already!)

Okay, so I am going go with “Autumn” as my favorite season of the year is around the corner.

Coffee, cashmere, words
my perfect September night
plus the love denied

What do you think? No bad for my first try. I am telling the entire world about my beautiful creation!

Well until next time. I hope you are having a great day and wish you a wonderful week ahead.

Love,
Ifrah!

 

#WORDPORN – The Voice in your Head

Did I get too close?
Was the love unbearable?
Did I cross a line?
Or you weren’t expecting to actually like me?
You held my hand and told me you loved me,
And we were doing so good.
I suppose the voice inside your head
Told you to run.

Don’t even throw the C word at me,
You felt comfortable
Outside the bed,
Did that scare you?
May be that was your cue.
How could it be
After she walked all over your heart
You weren’t going to let someone else,
Dictate your emotions.
And I was a chapter
You didn’t plan to pen.
Your friends told you
I wasn’t pretty enough
And too old for your conquests.

What happened?
Did I get too close?
Was the bond getting too much?
I’ve another C word,
How about we use Calibre instead?
How does that make you feel?
Pretty much the same
As I did when you used the
Compatibility card.

Was my voice
Starting to feel like
Music to your soul?
Were the sun flares getting too hot to handle?
Or was it just the warmth of my hands
Against that cold, cold voice in your head?
Or the prerequisites set by your circle?
From time to time,
And I’ve seen it before,
But continues to awe,
That mercenary move
Rendering me clueless, breathless.
With nothing good to say,
No reason good enough,
To make you stay.
And you really wouldn’t like it here anyway
Prescience holds true
So do the beliefs you grew up with
And that voice in your head,
Or just the friends that consume you
A little more with each passing day.