You touch my blouse…
Like a page you want to turn…
You reach for my curves…
Like a programme you want to code…
Feeling lust, frenzy and elation…
Sex, hate and sedation!
A serpent residing within you…
Buried for so long…
Surfaced and filled my soul with venom so warm…
I obey every single command…
I go transparent; lightheaded…
Tracing your name behind my back…
Down the lane of…
Sex, hate and sedation!
Afraid and hesitant…
I let you in little by little…
Greeting me with a relieved smirk…
Happy to see me…
Finally engulfed by…
Sex, hate and sedation!
You knock me out of my senses…
As your body moves with mine ever so well…
A melody only we can hear and feel…
You hold, you tease, you touch, you taste, you feast…
And its all too familiar for my own good…
Like its etched in my memory…
From the many day dreams I pencilled…
From head to toe…
Naked our needs locked…
Drenched in…
Sex, hate and sedation!
My walls have come down…
I explode…
I feel nothing but the rapture of the moment…
My mind in a tailspin of romantic imagery…
But for you it’s nothing just…
Sex, hate and sedation!
You leave nothing untouched…
Unbound me from the packaging that enslaved me…
I have tasted orange like never before…
I cannot believe we haven’t been doing this all along…
I beseech you…
Towards my forbidden dreams…
I try hard to believe…
To believe that you exist without all the white lies…
But you have only one thing on your mind…
Sex
Hate
And Sedation!
Posts tagged Hate
“One Day…”
One day I will stop caring…
And my heart will stop bearing…
This pain…
Of unspoken dreams…
And vacant desires.
One day I will stop thinking of you…
And my head will be free of…
Your sweet sweet lies…
Your manipulating eyes.
One day I will stop understanding…
And my soul will stop soaking…
Your never ending alibis…
And your perfect pretense…!
One day I will raise my voice…
And make you hear…
All I have to say…
And all that you let go unheard of.
One day I’ll walk into your life…
As me and not someone…
You carved out…
Of your fantasy.
One day I’ll know where I went wrong…
And let you play with my…
Immature feelings…
And inexperienced lips…!
One day I’ll know why I acted so dumb…
Not knowing
It was all a lie from the start…!
One day I’ll be strong enough…
To let it all go…
Your insensitivity…
Your Heartlessness…
Erase you from my heart and soul…
Wash away your imprints…
And live a lie myself…
“I Hate You”…!!!
