Posts tagged lifetime

“Let Me…Have You…”

Inklings - Poetry & Prose

– Just something I doodled in the middle of work at my desk.

Trespassing on my property…
How could you…
Have you no heart…
You tip toe into my life…
Sweep me off my feet…
And expect me to understand…
We are not meant to be!
You have some nerve…
You managed to create
Whirlpool of feelings inside me…
I feel like any alien…
Surrounded with this inexplicable craving
To see you and talk to you.
I keep finding alibis
To walk into you…
I notice everything about you…
Your clothes
Your shoes
Your watch
And that fragrance…
It drives me crazy…
Make me want to do things to you…
Things I cannot mention
In this poem…!
You have made me
Think of things…
I can never have.
Can’t you see…
I want you…
I need you…
How can I explain it to you…
I need to bathe in your aura
I need to feel your touch…
I need to soak your thoughts!
You keep reminding me…
We are never meant to be…
Then why do I find myself…
Hauled towards you…
Then why do your eyes follow me around…
Then why I receive your text message at 3 in the morning…
Then why does my anklet call out your name…
Then why do I find notes in between my books…
The why do I notice you smirk every time I pass by…!!!
Either stop call me in the middle of the night telling me you miss me
Or
Let me have the honor…
To wake up next to you…
For the rest of my life…
Correction…
A few lifetimes…!!!

“One Day…”

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One day I will stop caring…
And my heart will stop bearing…
This pain…
Of unspoken dreams…
And vacant desires.
One day I will stop thinking of you…
And my head will be free of…
Your sweet sweet lies…
Your manipulating eyes.
One day I will stop understanding…
And my soul will stop soaking…
Your never ending alibis…
And your perfect pretense…!
One day I will raise my voice…
And make you hear…
All I have to say…
And all that you let go unheard of.
One day I’ll walk into your life…
As me and not someone…
You carved out…
Of your fantasy.
One day I’ll know where I went wrong…
And let you play with my…
Immature feelings…
And inexperienced lips…!
One day I’ll know why I acted so dumb…
Not knowing
It was all a lie from the start…!
One day I’ll be strong enough…
To let it all go…
Your insensitivity…
Your Heartlessness…
Erase you from my heart and soul…
Wash away your imprints…
And live a lie myself…
“I Hate You”…!!!

“…imperfections…”

Inklings - Poetry & Prose

If you can look…
Look closely…
At my imperfections…!
If you hold my hands…
You’ll know how brittle I am.
If you ask me to dance…
You’ll know how much I love to fly.
If you look past the kohl…
You’ll know a sea of broken dreams.
If you touch my heart…
You’ll know how weak I am.
If you thrust my lips…
You’ll experience the fire inside me.
If you browse through the pages of my diary…
You’ll know how difficult it is to be righteous.
If you question my honor…
You’ll see the woman inside me.
If you ridicule my affection…
You’ll watch me move heavens for you.
If you inquire of a sacrifice…
You’ll see me walk away right this minute.
If you ask me for a favor…
You’ll know of my compassion.
If you put me under stress…
You’ll see how I shine before dawn.
If you pour toxins in my life…
You’ll observe my perseverance.
If you trap me in your lies…
You’ll see faith in my eyes.
If you try to cheat on me…
You’ll see me wait for you over dinner.
If you give me an anklet…
You’ll witness the melody of a thousand angels.
If you give me yellow roses…
You’ll know the blush of a bride.
If you tease my senses…
You’ll see how inexperience I’m in bed.
If you test my love…
You’ll awaken the Juliet inside me.
If you question my persistence…
You’ll find the 21 letters, never posted.
If you wonder of my patience…
You’ll spot me standing right here years down the line.
If you take me in your life…
You’ll walk into Paradise.

“For Now…” – Sequel to A Forbidden Encounter

Inklings - Poetry & Prose

Yellow roses…

Adorn her desk…

Yellow bangles…

Tease her senses…

Perhaps just not hers…

Her life has suddenly taken a detour…

Which she accepts…

She does not concur…!

Blushing away into oblivion…

Smiling for no reason at all…

Feeling beautiful in a middle of a hot day…

Is this all for real…?

This is not her…

A practical girl…

Who has always lived on her terms…

Now finds herself…

Strayed into a pair of

Prohibited arms…

Can this be all true…?

A girl like her…

Can she actually let go of her boundaries…?

To be with someone

She is forbidden to even dream of.

She finds herself…

Staring at the criss – cross lines…

Trying to figure…

If his name…

Might be hiding

Under the blankets of destiny.

No, he already belongs to someone else…

She cannot do this…

How can she even think…

Of hurting the one man she loves the most!

How can she be this selfish…

She keeps telling herself…

THIS TOO SHALL PASS…

But how will she ever…

Ward off his taste…

And push away his fragrance…

How perfectly he held her in his arms…

How perfectly her arms glided on his shoulders…!

How can she forget…

How he understands her darkest fears…

Just by her gait…

How can she ignore…

All the talks…

All the hours of endless sharing…

Each word uttered by him…

Secretly lives in her diary!

The trust she has is in him…

Carries a simple tune to her heart…

An emotional devotion…

A divine intervention…

She wishes everyday

To be self-centered enough

To ask him…

What he can never give.

She wants to know…

Can he put his hand in hers…

And go through life…

Leading each other to the light…

Till the end of time…!

Alas…

These are just dreams…

And hopeless antics…

That will take her no where…

For now she only wishes to be his Best Friend…

And be there for him…

Whenever he needs a hug…

A hug when the world is fast asleep…!

A love story that was only…

Meant to be written…

And not read…!

Legendary, and only told of in tales.

For now let me…

Hold onto your hand…

For tomorrow is to come…

With new battles to be fought…

And I want to be the one…

You turn to…

And talk your heart out…!